Date:   8/22/2009 5:55:53 PM ( 15 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1477396

I am finally writing this. It has not been easy to reach this moment, since my symptoms give me so much mental anguish, and I dont know how to get started. I guess, I should use the chronological order.

I need your patience. First of all, English is not my first language. Secondly, this is really the first time in my life that I find myself so sick, really. I can't remember the last time I was sick (a childhood disease, surely, like chicken pox) I had them all, I think. And my mother had a bad time or eclampsia when I was born. My twin sister (9 lbs.) died, and I (2 lbs) survived.

I was delicate when I was little, because of my small size and the constant diligent care my mother had to give me (her doctor convinced her that I had more chances to "make it" under her care than within a hospital machine). I guess it is true, since my mother used a dropper to feed me, religiously, and with the help of the extended family ... I made it. I walked when I was 2, but was able to talk at 9 months (not surprising-I am a female). I reached 9 lbs when I was 6 months. Other than that, I did n ot have any other problems at all.

Many years have passed by (40) and I am overweight (or frankly obese) 180 lbs. a 5'.

A few months ago I lost my job and started a search for a new one. I moved in with my sweet little mother and that eased my new stress... My eyes were almost itchy, all the time.. I ignored that at first, but it became such a constant bother it got me into desperation, no way to calm down my irritated, tomato red eyes... I went to the doctor who told me I had dry eyes and prescribed some drops, good for nothing. Then, I started to read in the Internet, searching.. I found Curezone (THAT WAS SUCH A WONDERFUL MOMENT..I AM SO HAPPY I FOUND YOU!)

After reading some, I ordered Dr. Shultze Brigheyes solution... That rescued me from that night mare. I started to use his solution in my eyes about 4 times a day and it worked! However, i still use that every day. It will not go away...

By the time I was dealing with my itchy eyes, I was been aflicted with ichy ears too... but that started slowly, and mainly at night... I used to "caress' my ears at night so much that I even got blood out of my left ear .. I did see it on my pillow one morning... Then, something happened...I got a soft mass or kind of semi liquid growth under my left ear (the one I had bleeding because my rude treatment while sleeping). I did think that was lymph or something.. I ordered CS and started to use silver drops in my ears... That helped! -I am so happy I found you, Curezone!-- I know i am repeating myself but it feels good and even healing to tell you...

I was so busy i did not want to see a doctor (i dont like them much.. they would treat my symptoms and disregard the real cause..then they would tell me many scary things and I dont like to be scared... Any way, I had been reading your forums and I had some kind of inner feeling or intuition, a little voice saying: "you are toxic"- I said to my mama, "I am toxic" and because..

Because I was sinning big time against my body, and did not want to admit to it.. I was eating -out of stress_ when I was not really hungry.. Many times, I had stomach acid after eating dinner (without real appetite). I had never experienced stomach acid in my life before, and I was rationalizing: "About time I get acidity, i old enough"...that kind of thinking. I used to PUSH THE FOOD DOWN.. I know I am at fault.. do not really understand what is that mechanism that makes us do hurtful things when we are under stress..But I did that for a couple of months more.. I already had the itchy eyes, and the itchy ears under some control...

And then... (will go to a Part 2 since chances are I already confused you enough with this long part 1)

Juanita


 

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