Date:   7/18/2009 11:56:27 PM ( 15 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1458606

i'm so sorry, uny, i'm not sure what i did, when, or how much (just, i'm sure now, *looking down* that it wasn't enough), and to answer the rest of your questions i need to like, focus, and i am having a very hard time doing it, especially because, despite having downright comfortable (for me, anyway!) bathroom visits lately, i have somehow developed my first ever in my life internal prolapsed hemorrhoid and, it's smarting so bad no matter what i do, i can't think about much else and i'm terrified to "go" now unless i can get it to retract... i have just a few capsules of serrapeptase, and got some bromelain and they seem to be helping some (and also seem to've made a small bit more of my period come out), and also butcher's broom and i'm going to try to rest and hope it retracts...

i'm sorry i'm not being a good 'patient', when you're being so amazing, taking the time to provide me all this information and counsel...and i'm not meaning to be butt-kissy, just... when someone spends their time to help me, it's a big deal to me... i'm not very used to people caring about me...
and i'm pretty embarrassed that you (had to) read my posts because of all the questions i've asked - i feel almost like some usuals probably think "oh, THAT girl again!" but ...i hurt so much...

i may not be able to give you all the history you ask but, one thing i can assure you, i'm definitely going to give the EFFORT my all! and i hope that even if i'm not a good 'patient', 'you' (or some of you) might still be willing to lend some knowledge when i need you?

i'll be back - much to some of y'all's chagrin, i'm sure? *blush, shy smile*

x o,
missy

p.s. one moooore apology, uny! ...i didn't think i sounded up in arms about enemas, when someone recommended to me, i meant to only politely respond that they're just not something i'd like to try, and later i meant to only politely mention ahead of time (because it seemed likely someone was going to recommend that again) that they're just not something i'd like to try, i never, ever meant to be up in arms, or judgy, of enemas orrrr enema-proponents and i WHOLEHEARTEDLY apologize if that's the energy i put out there and i even want to say that to those who do, i stand in admiration of you because you're trying to give your body the best care you can and, i want it to pay off for you all in spades! <3
 

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