Date:   4/24/2009 9:44:52 PM ( 15 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1404843

Wings this is a really good topic..and I am sure there are a lot of people out there that would like to be cured of their STD's ...

Here's my story .. oh about 18 years ago I was married to my oldest daughters dad and he was an alcoholic..we had been together about 6 years and married about 4 ..I miscarried oh about 6 times already and had a stillborn baby that was full term in 1988.. anyways I was able to have my daughter in 1991 ..she was a blessing to me ..and I thought to him but things changed..he started staying out late all the time and leaving me home with the baby and things went downhill from there..anyways I suspected he was cheating on me and when a regular papsmear I had came back positive for dysplasia.. something I knew was quite wrong.. went to doc and he said I had HPV..short for human pappiloma virus ..that causes genital warts.. Well I was devastated and knew for sure my dear ole hubby had been in fact cheating on me and now I had part of the proof but I needed more and off to investigate I did!!when I had all the proof I needed and pics at that ..I confronted him and he left the state ..here I was stuck with having cone surgery on my cervix and he was out ho'in round with god knows who with no symptoms whatsoever and mine could have turned into cancer!!and I turned into a single mother overnight...
I hated him for that for a long time ..needless to say I still think I have the virus ..doc said sometimes the immune system will get rid of it on its own but I dunno if thats my case yet or not.. all paps after cone surgery have been normal so I am not sure but I really wish I knew .. anyways I felt better laying it all out rather than just say I gotta STD .. cause I am not sure if I still do or not but it was devastating to find it out under those circumstances and come to find out my hubby cheated on my with 6 different ho's and thats what I call em cause 2 were married also and knew he was too..(one of em was my best friend!!)... he went on to his ho' pursuit
that lasted 8 years till he finally settled down and moved back to Tn and stepped up to the plate and see his daughter and pay child support and we have been friends ever since ...I forgave him .. I had to for my own sanity and for my daughters sake but that day will forever stick in my mind .I live with the constant reminder every day .he is still and alcoholic but a good dad when he applies himself and has way more patience than me..LOL ..I am just glad I forgive him but I do wish I could forget ..but oh well maybe in time ..maybe in time ..

anyways I hope I can cure a lot of what ails me in my journey of healing and cleansing... it would be so nice to not have any more health issues (sob) oh my I am tearing up over all this .. I gotta go shake my bottle of tincture or something ..maybe go and look for the new moon and wish I was there ..

Please don't be afraid to post here about your issues...shoot everyone has a few skeletons in their closet and I feel better for letting a few of mine out..LOL ... WE are all here to help one another get over these health issues and get healthy again..so lets get healed !!!!!

loves and hugs Anne_33
 

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