Date:   12/2/2005 10:34:59 AM ( 19 y ago)
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Last night, on New Moon, I flushed for the 23rd time, I've had physical and emotional releases before but never one quite like this.

For several weeks prior to this flush, I took a long hard look at myself and decided an act of forgiveness had to come from me in order for my inner child to heal.

Without going into detail, I have always been the odd one out from my family, unwittingly I was made into the black sheep .. and in my own way, I felt not good enough, undeserving, and many aspects of self loathing. Many parts of my life became a direct reflection and mirror to my inner most thoughts. I KNOW my parents and siblings meant no harm, and at a soul level, their actions and intentions were probably amazing and done with the deepest love possible.

With this flush, I used INTENTION. I decided that I would direct my flush and dedicate all stones released to any past hurts, resentments and anger at my family.

As I drank the OO/GJ, I felt good (normally, I half gag when I drink it down) .. as I lay there, I had an overwhelming sense that my guides were helping me release old stones. With my eyes shut, I 'saw' movements of white and purple lights floating around ... every cell in my body started to tingle.

When I started to release stones this morning, they were huge in comparison to my normal ones. I had at least 6 that were an inch long, and many other nuggets that were far larger than a pea.

With the release of each stone, I felt such an emotional release and sense of peace, it is hard to describe in words. And more, I pulled a muscle in my shoulder only a few days ago, made better by ice packs and baths, but that's healed up perfectly.

And you know, a spiritual healing took place somewhere out there in the ether, somehow, the souls of my family knew exactly my intention and allowed the healing to take place (whether it be linked to past lives or current day karma)

This morning, I had 3 phone calls - my mother, sister and brother. Now, I have not spoken with any of them for almost a year. What made them call me? What made the conversations flow so easily? Maybe their souls received a healing too! It was so good to catch up, it felt like there was nothing to forgive.

(About intention .. we need to direct on what we want, not what we don't want)

So, in the truest essence of Christmas - meant as a time of love, joy, community and peace to all men and women everywhere, I definately feel like Christmas came early for me this year. I am so grateful for the gift.

Any other gifts will be a bonus. And should someone care to buy me a digital camera, colour printer or even a bag of organic carrots .. then I will be very grateful! But seriously, there is no gift quite like peace. And peace you cannot buy. It's something we have to work at in ourselves every day. Forgiveness is a direct route there.

I'm not saying the journey has ended, I'm sure acts of forgiveness will still be in order somewhere down the line, so I will continue my intentions towards Nirvana.


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