Date:   4/19/2009 3:29:58 PM ( 15 y ago)
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OH WINGS !

your pep talk made a tear come to my eye.. sob sob

and that song was right on the truth and very inspiring to me too....

I know I can do it ..and I am trying it just seems as though I take 1 step forward and 2 back sometimes and it can get very discouraging ..but if I look at the long haul then well I guess I have come a long ways (thanks Uny! I couldn't have done it without you dear)...

I understand what Uny is saying .. I need to do the full program .Got to go back to Tampa this next Sunday with Dad though and I won't be getting back till tuesday night.. It will definately be hard to stay on any kinda diet round him.. He is stubborn and just doesn't understand the no eating thing.. he will probably be trying to make me eat I can bout bet on that.LOL..I hope to find a good salad bar and take my olive oil and ACV with me or mix some dressing up beforehand and do the best I can .. oh and make some juice up and put in cooler so I will at least have that..I bought up some more pint canning jars so I will have enough.. pray for me Wings ok? I mean seriously..pray that I will be strong enough to do what I gotta do and resist tempatation ... I know I will be.. I try to be the heroine ..after all he is stubborn by I am my fathers daughter lol and I can be stubborn too..

oh yeah .. the Wormwood tincture I have has the following in it and its from http://www.gaiaherbs.com

wormwood
quassia bark
black walnut hulls
neem leaves
bilvia herb
eclipta herb
phyllanthus herb
gentian root
ginger rhizome
40-50% pure grain alcohol
spring water

anyways I put have a dose or 15 drops into water downed a couple of swallows ..and within minutes I started feeling really dizzy and disoriented .. needless to say I didn't take the rest.. see what I mean! I can get clean if I can't do what it takes.. ugh I dunno.. just hope Liver Flush does well that way I will feel like I am getting somewhere.. ya know.
ok went to store and got me some more veggies,lemons for the flush , and a big ole Watermelon as I really love them .. well got home and cracked it open and decided I was gonna put some tony catchers creole seasoning on it.. and it was so good but soon after I gotta headache and anxiety hit me .. took some charcoal and it subsided .. the seasoning does not have any Mono-Sodium-Glutamat (Natrium Glutamat) in it at all but lots of salt and pepper .. I wonder if I might have used too much of it and got too much salt in my system or what?I know it doesn't have the good Sea Salt in it like I use..
but I really love the flavor..

I won't/can't give up on myself.. I have been trying to figure this stuff out for too long to give up on it now...LOL.. can I get an amen!?

thanks for the inspiration Wings .I needed that..
I appreciate ya ..

big hugs to ya.. Anne_33 ( Nola)




 

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