Date:   4/19/2009 1:42:45 PM ( 15 y ago)
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Steve that is so sweet. hug, hug.

Thanks alot. Well I do get honry now Steve, got to admit that.

Hey, the suppressed memories are killing me and I did edit the entire post don't know if you read what I really wrote.
I begin to realize that I am too open with my feelings. Somethings should be kept quiet.

The suicide feelings came from the visions and they were so horrible that I simply felt like death was my only alternative and yes still feel that way. Although I am mentally better it is something that is haunting me. So when I quit fasting, I stuffed the feelings. I tried writing to the other person about my feelings but when I got no response I stuffed all the stuff again.

Trust is a hard thing for someone who has been thru what I have and so when trust is offended, I retreat inside.

My good friend Luella May, told me I should cry and scream and yell and not stuff the feelings of anger, sadness and others but it is hard for me Steve to do that. As I get attacked daily, I seem to just retreat to my closet and say nothing. I find debating a waste of time and effort.

God bless you for your kind words, you bring tears to my eyes.

SARA
 

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