Date:   4/22/2004 11:24:26 PM ( 20 y ago)
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yeah they did, it's all in the past now though, i don't beleive in curses
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First off I forgot to thank you in the last response, so I don't know how long each reading takes you but it was worth the wait and much longer. Thank you.
Second I forgot to answer your other questions. I have read the basic description of White World-Bridger before. The strange thing for me is that I guess one of the main if not the primary problem with my life is that I need more self discipline which sounds like the opposite of "letting go of need to control." I know there's a deeper level of understanding of "letting go of need to control" but it's tough for me to fully conceptualize what that means, of how I try to control in the Tzolkin sense. I know I try to control people and situations around me in numerous negative ways but I've got to fix them all.
April 4th was a good day. Nature did a really freaky weather turnaround on me which alone would've made me stop and notice. I learned some good lessons that day. I haven't mastered myself yet though. Still just trying to get used to the sudden energy drain of my new job. When I run for a while eventually the tiredness gets left behind and the energy seems to come out of thin air to me. I know this is what I've got to do in life, sustain it for just a while, and the tiredness will fall behind.

 

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