Date:   3/20/2009 10:28:10 AM ( 15 y ago)
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The more I learn and the more I "see" around me - the more I feel like an alien in an unfamiliar world! If men are from Mars and women are from Venus - I think someone dropped me here from Pluto.

When I attend funerals where they speak of how it was just their time to go or how they were just too good to be here, when they died of a self-inflicted disease such as cancer or diabetes - I want to get up and leave. When I watch people I love dying of the same type of diseases, I have such a difficult time watching everyone be so sympathetic when I just want to grab them and say, "Stop this! You have more control than you think - you're not a victim!"

I am watching a really difficult one right now - a dear friend went through chemo 6 years ago - back when he wouldn't listen. This past year the cancer came back (of course) - however, this time he was willing to listen. He did all of the right things - 30 days of green drinks, colonics, saunas, massage therapy, cold-sheet treatments, etc., etc. After 40 days, he went for the MRI and the cancer had grown!! At first, I was totally baffled - how could it grow?

Then the answer became painfully clear - the whole time he was doing all of the RIGHT things, he had been taking morphine in order to handle the pain caused by the tumor pressing on so many nerves. No matter what he did to alkalize his system or to cleanse it - he could not do enough to overcome the acidity or toxic effects of the morphine.

The heart-breaking reality of the situation is - even though he has the picture now - he couldn't overcome his past choices. He is now in chemotherapy.

We, as a race, spend so much of our time tilting at windmills, chasing rainbows and believing so much false propoganda that we never really understand or enjoy the real reasons we are here. It makes me wonder how many times we will have to go through these mortal experiences before we get it!
 

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