Date:   3/12/2009 3:52:49 AM ( 15 y ago)
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Yes, no matter what, the greatest strength is living your beliefs inspire of all odds.  Living in such a way to make sure that you survive and have the greatest freedom to do so surely does make those odds better.  For you and the children that come after too.

If on the other hand you live your beliefs but idly stand by and let tyranny reign and condemn both you and future generations to slavery, what good will your life have accomplished and who will it have benefited?

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I would "expect" the average person would pick up arms and fight like a freedom fighter.

I personally have some "unusual beliefs" which may or may not be true. My "current" beliefs are that I am not this physical body - I was not born and I shall not die. So then I ask why am trapped in this body. This body which forces me to kill daily to survive. For I believe plants are living as well... While all spiritual teachings say do not kill... Looking around the world I can see that all animals live this way - survival of the strongest - and mans societies are ran the same way mentally... So if one is to "do well" or to master this world, they will take what they desire and history has shown that this is the way...

Following that path for me through life(for I have been here for some time now) - I have found that the "things" I obtained did not satisfy me as I expected but I was living in comfort. The desire for more was the driving force which needed feeding. The enjoyment to control others - have them do as I desired, by spending money and they "working" for me. It was never in my spirit to receive enjoyment from others sufferings though I know there are many that do (stemming from the deep pain in their spirits) you see if one suffers, they are jealious to see others that appear happy - and it naturally gives pleasure as water to the fire burning in their spirit to cause the happy person to suffer. Just look at the typical joking of putting someone down as a joke and most will and do laugh... Why do we receive pleasure at giving pain? This is done below the conscious level. We do it and laugh, not even understanding ourselves. Truly, we know not what we do...

Daily we have our battles - life comes at you like the waves of the ocean breaking on the shore. We have learned ways to deal with this and it has become "natural" to react each time the same way to the same situation or similar. For example: If one does not stand up - he will be walked on - taken advantage of. We have learned this from childhood with brothers and sisters as well as on the playground at school...

So then this "Religion" comes along and tells us to not fight, to submit to authority, to be as sheep. We see folks trying to live this was and see others taking advantage of this greatly... We see the folks believing that they must accept this or fear a GOD which will cast then into a "hell" after they die...

But the reasoning mind sees this and says - how can there be a GOD as evil as this. That he would create life and force it to suffer, as if they must be punished for being born into this world. Surely this is the last person I would want to spend eternity with... Thus I say from this view point - I would rather live in this hell for eternity then to live with such a selfish "GOD"..

This is why I "feel" a great negative to even use the word god. It is as a foul word to me. But this is the god I was taught as a child and served as a young adult, yes with all my heart...

So then - we all know there is something there... something more... but just can't put our finger on it...

Maybe a good way to think about it is as an energy. An intelligent energy that we call love. We receive it from out parents and learn to give it as parents to our children. A parents great joy is seeing their children laughing, playing - to see the joy of living in their hearts... For we know that child came from us - we created them... This we can see the nature of the creator and how he feels toward us... But only a glimpse - a sample if you will....For in reality we would be consumed completely if we experienced the depths of his love for us while we are in the flesh. But then there is the strength of love - to fight for what is right in our eyes - to protect our family...

Now lets go one step further - what if one realizes that their family is the human race and this planet is as a great mother and the great spirit is the father of this family called man kind... Then the children begin to connect with this father and mother and try to see through their eyes. This is where I am at currently. I can see no further and am drawn to a spirit quest to gain more understanding and clarity....

I am caught between the two worlds and feel frozen at this time.. I have lived many years trying it "my way" I am ready to try another... So for me - the answer to your question is unknown to me... I feel I will know when I need to know... and that is all

TheObserver

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