Date:   3/4/2009 11:22:55 AM ( 15 y ago)
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If you are willing to share - with out personal info....

Where you started - country of origin and belief system and then the journey you have taken to where you are now - mentally that is...

For example:

I from USA and (Texas red neck) But tempered with religious zealot parents of the seventh day Adventist persuasion... Programmed in such as a small child. Had severe accident at 22 and shocked me to live my programming - thus became a "born again Christian" then fell away - bumped into reality walls of life. IE I found out the hard way that what I had grown up believing about the world and the USA was just a fantasy. A wonderful fantasy - and as long as one does not bump into the walls (where they experience reality which does not match their beliefs) they remain in the fantasy. Fell away from religion for I did not change inside - only outside...

I tell you I REALLY related to the movie "The Matrix". There was something there lying below the surface of a cool SI.FI. movie that I related to... That may have been the seed which lead me where I am today. I am not sure. Seems we all feel truth when we hear it - if presented in an acceptable package to our current belief system...

Anyway being entrapped in the Christian RELIGION taught how to ACT and not how to BE or that is to BECOME... I still have not released all the pain - but most I believe based on the fact that I can actually talk and have compassion for Christians - well for the ones who appear to be seekers. The ones who blindly quote scriptures - blind leaders - I still feel hate for - which in time I will release. For now I enjoy my hate I guess... (they deserve it right?)  lol   yep funny to listen to my EGO babble...

Anyway if you care to share I would be interested in hearing your journey...

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