Date:   5/5/2003 10:47:03 PM ( 21 y ago)
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SeaSparkle!!

Your post has totally inspired me!! It is soooooo fascinating, isn't it? This opening up to other aspects of ourselves...of the Universe? mmmmmm!

That you felt your True True Essence stripped of all 'camoflauge' is amazing!!! Just GO with that feeling....that Trueness will protect you. If you could make that feeling your 'bubble' feeling - wow! Can't you just feel how that Essence of your pure self just transcends any manufactured fear?

Hmmmm....so this 'evil'. I just don't know if I can put it into words clearly! Sometimes the words come and sometimes they don't. Let's hope I can explain what I feel about evil...Let's see...

Well, I just KNOW in my heart (read my Grandmother dream - I told it to LadyBloom a few pages back) that the Universe is Benevolent. This knowingness is different from Faith, you know? When you feel or hope or have faith that something is true. And I really don't mean to sound arrogant in this 'knowingness'...but I've had too many experiences that tell me that this is so. The essence that we are made up of is Benevolent. It's only when we come to earth and experience physicality that we have to experience these polar opposites - love/hate black/white etc....in order to learn and grow and experience, I suppose.

So...even when people appear 'evil' on this earth...I really don't think of them as Evil. I just can't somehow. I feel it's Ignorance & Fear that comes out as looking 'evil'. Try and imagine what's going on inside some of these so-called evil people (empathy!)...feels like ignorance and fear to me! I'm sure that lots of people could argue against this point quite well. I don't know how to argue my point, unfortunately! Not at this moment anyway....hmmmmmm.

As for meeting evil entities...I truly truly believe deeply that any 'evil' entities that we may meet in other realms are only projections of our own Fears. We create it all. Who we are, what we think...creates what we see and how people react to us.

In 2000 I began having these amazing 'teaching' dreams...where a voice would teach me things. The basic thing he taught me was, and I can still hear his voice..."YOU created that"...as I looked out onto this most magnificent landscape that was glittering and turning so that I could see each and every detailed vista...Before he said this I was thinking: WOW...from every angle there is a simply stunning view of something! A grotto here...a sparkling sun-glinted bubbling brook there...all the gorgeous details had been taken care of. I was in awe. Then he said those words! I was stunned...and really 'got' the point he had to make. (oooooh learning to Create!)

Another of my learning dreams was when this same voice (I was in a deep deep dream) explained to me about 'how we work'. I awoke thinking: I KNOW that! I don't need to write it down! But then as I pulled the dream up out of my subconscious I thought: woah..maybe a deeper/higher part of me knows this..but Tracey sure didn't!

What he said was: He explained that at the very center of us was this spinning energy. It was what animated us. He explained that out there in the universe was more energy. Each emotion we feel spins at a certain rate. Sadness spins at --, Joy at another rate, Anger, Fullfillment, Depression, Frustration, Peace at another rate etc etc. He then explained that if our central core is spinning at a certain rate then we only ALLOW the like energy in! We actually have to make a concerted effort if we want to change our rate of spin...but that's all it takes. You spin at Depression or Fear and that's all you receive - like attracts like. He then explained that to change the frequency of energy you must gear down or up (he used the clutch as an analogy - and I don't even drive - but I got it because I did learn on a standard! ha.) depending on where you want to go. He suggested that you do this with your mind & and whole being - intent. And it was that simple. That was the mechanics of it
! Allowing all that other stuff IN..instead of blocking it because you're spinning at that certain rate. hmmmmmm.

Was that off topic?

Oh I guess I thought that that would tie into the whole - YOU are creating it all anyway...so any 'evil' entities you would encounter in this other realm are all just creations of your own - embodied fears.

I have had a couple 'monster' dreams...like one I remember waking up in the middle of the night and seeing this big huge 'monster' standing beside me while I slept!! I was paralyzed with fear (because it was REAL)...and when I looked at him (he had this huge head!)....he made this very comical action that said to me 'don't wake up Brock!!'...he kind of put me at ease. Some Monster!!

Really...I think you'll find that once you truly feel that Fear creates 'evil' and evil doesn't exist....any 'evil' entities will disappear and won't be an issue. If they come up it's just a reminder that there's a little fear there....then you just want to wonder...What is it I'm afraid of?? A little self-realization goes a long way!

You see how LadyBloom's evil entity went away once we talked about dissolving the fear? (I'm knocking wood! ha.)

Oooooh...just re-read some of your post. You could feel your heart beating over in the bed!!! WOW! That is amazing! What an experience. 'Thought, Movement and Light'!! That is sooooo beautiful SeaSparkle!

Interesting about the bum-patting! What WAS that? Was it re-assuring in some way, I wonder? Like...does someone you know bum-pat? (ha) Or does it mean something personal to you? Interesting...

Yes, I believe the woman who interacted with an 'evil' entity can just say, firmly: Go away! And it will go. She was conquering her fear - stronger than her fear. That's great!

Well...there's so much more isn't there? It really is cool to meet other people that have similar experiences!! Now I hope that I will be able to see myself too!

Talk more soon!

Tracey



 

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