Date:   12/30/2008 9:00:27 PM ( 16 y ago)
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I want to find internal peace. I don't think I've had that for some time. I think I've thought about it a lot, but it's all thoughts....no action. I need to put myself in a good place.

I second the laughing thing. Nothing is better.....NOTHING.

I want to lose some more weight and be healthier than I've been. I feel like a derailed train. I know what I should do, but have been saying....one more day can't kill me. All those one more days will kill me for sure.

I need to do more artwork. Big agenda. Got a huge commission today, and the product is going to India. I'm so jazzed. Artwork keeps me sane (even though I hyperventilate a lot of the time).

I want my family to be happy. I need to be the cog in the wheel as they are so sensitive to my moods. I can drive so much of the atmosphere here and I've been very remiss lately.

I want to really get into my job, which is the first job I've had in eons that I really like. And I like the people I work with. It's 9 hours a day for goodness sake. I've got to make it a happy and productive place for me.

2008 sucked. It can only get better in 2009. I hope my bad luck is only on a calendar year...

Love, Molly


 

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