You Already Know by UserX ..... Addiction: Drug Addiction Support Forum
Date: 11/26/2008 5:43:02 PM ( 16 y ago)
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"It's that I get bored with happiness and destroy everything once Im doing well. This has been a pattern for a long time. It's not the alcohol I'm addicted to its the destruction. I enjoy, on some sick level, destroying my life. I knew what would happen when I started drinking again. I almost wanted it in some weird way. My trigger? Boredom and lack of fitting in."
The problem isn't alcohol... or your geographical location.... or the people that you associate with.
This is about your relationship with You.
Some reading that might interest you...
http://www.creativespirit.net/learners/counseling/docu35.htm
http://primal-page.com/stormy.htm
http://www.intuition.org/txt/cgrof2.htm
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