Date:   9/30/2008 10:19:28 AM ( 16 y ago)
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A little background. When I met him (we will refer to him as XXX), there was instant love. Not lust. Love. He felt like family. Like I could trust him. He was a body builder and a big man. Very tan. Always wore shorts and tank tops. Had gray hair. We dated for 3 or 4 years, and he wanted to marry me, but my love for him was more like a mom for a kid. I loved him deeply, but I encouraged him to date others, and finally he did. I had to reject him one last time and I saw the light go out of his eyes. He had lost hope. Within 2 months, he died.

I cried for a year or more! He was so important to me. Like one of my own! I would wake up at night because I would feel him pull away in the bed. I would see him while out on dates with others, and my night would be ruined. Even my son saw him. "Hey ma! I saw XXX today driving his car!" I knew. I said, "yeah, he's around"

I met a prospective client who, after some time, said, "I have something to tell you." This customer lived in another state, and was with me on business. He said that it was a Sunday afternoon, and he was watching a game on TV. If a friend comes to his home, they ALWAYS knock on the back door. Well, he always had perfect reception because he has satelite. So, he's kicked back watching TV. Suddenly the whole reception became snow! He's thinking... how could this be? He never had snow!! Not with his fancy satellite! THEN, the front door bell rang! WHO could this be? No one EVER goes to his front door. But he went and answered it. There was a big tan guy in shorts and a tank top with gray hair standing there. OMG!! that HAD to be XXX!!! The dude told him that he was going to meet a woman, and when he did, he would know she is the one. He told my customer that he wanted him to help me!! The customer looked me in the eyes and said, "YOU are that woman." He told me that he looked away from XXX for a second, and when he looked back, the tan guy was gone and the TV was back!!

In this life, XXX had tremendous anger. I wanted to fix him. In my dreams, I would see him with a wonderful peaceful joy that I never saw in this life. That made me happy to know he was at peace finally!

So all that to say this. A few months ago (at least 6 years since his passing), I was bored, and went to a chat room on Pal Talk late in the evening. It was called Past Lives or something like that. I had never seen the room before but it intrigued me. I was a bit of a lurker in that room. Didn't say much.

Suddenly a woman's voice came out of my computer and addressed me by my pal talk name. I perked up. The voice said that there was someone I knew very well who had passed. He had a message for me. I listened. He wanted me to know that he is happy for me that I have found a love, but he is very jealous! (that does not surprise me)! He wanted me to know that he is very happy where he is and that his brother is with him!! OH!! That did it! I may have dismissed this whole thing, but the brother......... that was HUGE!! I KNOW it was him! He and his brother had a lot of history, and by him mentioning his brother, I know it was XXX!

He would be jealous in this life, but I am amazed that he could have those feelings where he is now. I didn't think jealousy existed there. What do I know?

A few days later, I thought I'd go back to that chat room. It no longer exists! I am convinced it only existed for me that night because XXX wanted to tell me what he did.

I know I will be with him again on this earth. In another time.

I just felt like sharing this with you.
 

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