Date:   8/24/2008 6:33:25 PM ( 16 y ago)
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yes, they deinitely wanted something from me. again, it's very hard to explain. it wasn't anything they "said" to me because they din't "talk" in the sense that we talk. it was a feeling I had. but there is no doubt that they got what they were looking for. they seemed very happy and satisfied.

one thing i didn't mention is I was never scared - never felt threatened in any way. i hope so muc that they return. my life has actually gotten worse since they left. i long so, so much for that feeling of absolute peace. i wish so much that everyone could feel the peace that i felt. but then if they did they would be in the same boat that i am.

i have a good life and have been able to buy a lot of "toys" over the years. I've always been lucky when it comes to money. my most prized possesion is a 2006 lamborghini. i'm not bragging as it's not because i've made a ton of money in my lifetime. part of it was from a very good job and the other from inheritence. anyway, i have no desire for any of my toys. i sold my car and now drive a camry. why? because i only need things that are necessay to survive. i desire nothing but to find that peace again.
 

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