Date:   7/12/2008 8:36:58 PM ( 16 y ago)
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My hormones are imbalanced because I imbalanced them from taking Mircette. After getting off Mircette, a chain reaction started and I went through a very bad experience. While cleansing and detoxing and eating right are all very helpful, I was well over the brink at that point and took pharmaceuticals to even stay alive. After somewhat stabilizing with 5HTP and being able to function somewhat normally on a daily basis, I went to an ND and did a hormone test. As suspected, my estrogen was out of whack. My body wasn't correcting itself and I DID try cleansing(It may have been the Dr. S stuff, I honestly don't remember), my body was NOT ready for it and it created a hell of a lot more useless misery. I think people on curezone automatically assume that everyone's diet and lifestyle were terrible before they found curezone. Not so in my case. My diet has been very clean since I was a kid, I strongly doubt my colon and liver were terribly dirty. I have benefitted a great deal from supplements throughout the years.

Moving on, at this point, emotionally and psychologically, I need to overcome some hurdles before I can do a cleanse and clean out my liver which is probably now crapped out from the last 8 months of pharmaceuticals and supplements. I'm not ready to do that. I need to find some emotional stability. I'm basically terrified of what happened to me back when this whole mess started and my body crashed. I can't think about the hell I went through, it's very overwhelming and painful and sooo scary. I am also underweight and that is something I'm trying to stabilize too. While I am on a program that is somewhat moving backwards, it is moving me forwards emotionally. I feel like I need more time to accept what happened, that it is over and that I made it through. Then, I can focus on cleansing and the rest of it. I don't want to be on a strict diet, I don't want to cleanse, it's too rigid for me right now. One thing at a time.

Hope this makes sense. Magnesium seems to alleviate my 5pm anxiety.
 

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