Date:   2/10/2008 1:32:08 PM ( 17 y ago)
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Thank you for your kind post.
Im so very depressed right now.
I dont know how to love myself, I hate myself, because Im so disgusting.
I dont hate my soul but I hate my body.
Im so full of anger. I want to be calm and peaceful like you
seem to be. But seeing this hideous disease on my face, I just lose it.
I will try to do something relaxing like you said.
I will try not to lose it.
I will try not to care that Im so horrible looking.
It just hurts so much. I need to get this hurt out of me somehow,
becuse it becomes horrible, suicidal thoughts.
I dont like putting thoughts like that out into the universe.
 

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