Date:   1/3/2008 2:15:28 AM ( 17 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1076129

omg..i know how you feel. a couple days after i found out.. idk one of my teachers brought up herpes and a bunch of kids started laughin and saying all this stuff about it.. and like i didnt know what to do i just wanted to cry! You know? I dont know how im supposed to respond to that? I guess i should just pretend like i think its funny too.. otherwise they'll make a joke about me having it.. and i get embarrassed easily i know they would be able to read it off my face.. my boyfriend is really understanding too for the most part. but when i tell him that i feel dirty and stuff he gets upset.. and i think most of it is because he gave it to me and he feels terrible for it.. but i cant help it...then u see all these people that sleep with tons of people and they're clean... and its like why me.. hes only my second and for you your 3rd. im not a slut or anywhere near it. and you know anytime some hears about and std they automatically think slut or dirty or whatever. and the truth is i did too.. and you really dont know better till you wake up one morning. and say what the hell is wrong with me.. then come to find out you are that person that you always thought was dirty.. and you know you're not.

i know im just rambling.. i just cant help it. but i cant let this take over mylife and ruin my self esteem.. i really cant...
 

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