Date:   10/20/2007 7:25:31 PM ( 17 y ago)
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Knows you probably have been asked this question numerous of times, but how infected were you. You do have a website and/or book that explains what you went through. I ask because you are well informed about our topics and it just becomes pleasant to hear when someone actually knows what "you" are going through.

Jaykay2


Thanks for the question Jaykay2. It was a long, long journey. I'll hit the pertinent points.

I was born and raised "Chiropractic", thus I knew what it was like to be truly healthy. No drugs, vaccinations, etc.

Drafted Sept. 69, at 20 years old, sent to Vietnam as a medic March 1970. Served with the 4th Infantry division, 4/42 Artillary, Cambodia June 1970, Division pulled out Nov 1970, Went to 1/7th Air Cav. out of firebase Green. Grunt medic on and around the Ho chi Minh trail, (Thats where I was drinking the Agent Orange). Mother died Feb 14th 1971, came back from Vietnam Feb 16th 71, served the rest of my tour at Seneca Army depot in the finger lakes of New York.

Back to college Sept. 71. Went down in Bacteriology class Nov. 10, 1971. Everything went gray, heart started racing. It was 2:40 Pm Central Standard time. Phase one had started. Graduated Dec 1975, Moved to Michigan, took the State Boards, Started my parctice May 17, 1976 in Rockford, Michigan.

June 1980 phase two hit. Much worse, heart would stop beating then start up again. Very scary state to live in. By the end of the 80's I didn't have a life anymore. Couldn't participate in anything. Serious panics, paranoia, and just plain felt shitty all the time. Heart still doing its stopping and starting.

Read Hulda Clarks "Cure for all Cancer" Dec 1994, started on her protocols Jan. 95 and have been on the comeback road since then. I had no idea how bad everything was. Most of what I know I learned by experimentation. The ole "seek and test" I talk about.

Summer 96 discovered "Clear", passed about 70-80 cockroach looking bugs out of me. I thought that was the end of it. I was wrong. Summer 97 I'm still sick so Sept I decided it wasn't worth living anymore so I trippled all the bug killers I was doing. Clarks, "Clear", and Standard Process. From Sept 26 to Jan 1st I lost 22 pounds of bugs. I went from 183 pounds to 161 in three months. I thought I was dying.

Started putting on weight the second week in January. Ahhhhh, I made it.... Well, not quite. By the following Sept. I was getting pretty sick again. Liver congestion. Having had the parasites for 27 years they left a rather large volume of debris behind. It had an anesthizing effect in it from the bugs and when it hit the liver the liver would shut down. Liver flush. Played around with that until Dec then started the daily flushes until Feb. 99. Flushed everyday for 2 straight months. Then started backing off to weekly then monthly and now twice a year.

By 2000, no more bugs, most of the debris gone, time to rebuild. Physically doing much, much better, then the mental had to be dealt with. PTSD, heightened awareness, rejection factors, War stuff.

Fall of 03 handled the heightened Awareness factors. (They're Awake). Resolved the PTSD in the Spring of 2005, had the emotional release Aug 22, 8PM, 2005. I'm back. Wrote "No More Parades" in the Fall of 05 that handled the rejection factors, And put together "It's Not Illegal to Get Healthy" to help folks in similar situations. Took about a year to get into present time and here I am. Long, long journey.

Put the Natural Healing Paradigm CD together last Winter, reworked my web site, met Barefoot last Winter and got on the Curezone June 07.

On being sick. At first (Nov. 71) it wasn't too bad, Just sick enough to know something wasn't right inside. I didn't pay much attention to it. When Phase two hit (June 80) it got my attention real quick. From that point on I knew whatever was wrong with me could kill me right now. I literally felt that I would drop over dead at any momment. That feeling didn't totally leave until Aug, 22, 2005. Most of it was gone after all those flushes back in 98-99. (Dec. 14th 98 was the night I passed the Agent Orange). The panics and most of the paranoia left after eliminating the bugs (Fall 97). What a relief that was. I could sleep.

Sick? Oh yeah, real sick. I was so close to dying I turned grey. Lived that way for quite a while, hanging on by a thread. They are what I call "the dark days". Nasty, The way I used to explain it to folks is: You feel like you're going to drop over dead every second, of every minute, of every hour, of every day, of every week, of every month, of every year for quite a few years there. Don't lock the bathroom door in case you die in there. Always wonder if that's the last time you're going to see them or if that's the last meal you're going to eat. And going to sleep was just about impossible. Repeating over and over in my head "I don't want to die, I don't want to die" as I'm trying to fall asleep. It was terrible.

So I know full well from firsthand experience what people are going through. It's NOT a nice place to be. Yet the medics just blow it off. "It's all in your head", "here, take some more drugs". No compassion at all.

Then, once the physical was coming around pretty good the PTSD hit full force. I walked into my basement from the garage, my wife, who didn't know any better at the time, jumps out from the dark basement and goes Booo. It took every ounce of self restraint I could muster from within me to NOT make her part of that concrete wall. I spent the next 2 1/2 hours IN Cambodia. Yeah, I knew I was sitting in my recliner, next to my fireplace looking out the picture window at the Fall colors. But, I was in Cambodia, right in the middle of a 6 hour firefight. Lasted 2 1/2 hours. That, ladies and gentlemen, will scare you. Then the night sweats started and the dreams. Wake up at 4 AM soaking wet just back from the Ho Chi Minh trial. Not fun.

Got the heightened awareness isues resolved by writing "They're Awake" in Nov 03. I did the necessary mental protocols to resolve the PTSD in the Spring of 05. The emotional release on Aug. 22, 2005, at 8 PM signalled the end of the war and my journey through the world of legitimate sickness. I knew what it was like to be truly healthy and now I knew what it was like to be truly sick. I was poisoned both physically and mentally. It ruined 33 years, 9 months, 14 days, 4 hours and 20 minutes of my life. So there I was a 56 year old man without a history. Being sick was the only thing I knew for all those years. Everyone else had kids, raised their faimly, did all the social events that go along with all that and now have their grandkids and are retiring, plus they are all financially secure now. I was sick. Didn't go through any of that. Being sick introverts you whether you know it, or like it, or not.

So, I was 23 when I got sick and 56 when I reterned all the way back from the war and what it did to me. When I did return in Aug 05 it really was like I was 23 again. I felt that good. It surpirsed me. Man, I was young again. Which is impossible to explain to folks. So now I figure I'm 25. Cool huh?

Of course I could write a book about it all and maybe I will someday but for now I just want to get this message out:

Just because "they" pronounce you "terminal" doesn't mean it's true. You can beat terminal.

The only reason it took me so long is because we simply didn't know. Poisons, parasites, flushes, cleanses. How long, in what order, what does this symptom mean, that symptom? Very few people had actually done it on their own. So it took a lot of experimenting on my part to find the way out.

The conclusion to all that is "The Natural Healing Paradigm". If we had known that way back when it probably would have only taken two, maybe three, years to get it all done.

Fortunately most people aren't as bad as I was and get a handle on it much sooner than I did. You can blame the government for that one. Oh, Agent Orange won't hurt you. Yeah right.... Either way once I knew what it was that was making me so sick I got to work getting rid of it. Chemical poisons and bugs. Well, it turns out that that is what's making everyone else sick too. Not the Agent Orange but the rest of the Chemicals that are everywhere nowdays, and the bugs.

So here I am on the Curezone trying to help folks shorten the duration of their sickneses.

While I was sick I studied everything I could get my hands on. 3-5 hours a day studying - for years. I even had a shortwave radio set up for a few years there. Listen to that until 2-3 in the morning.

It was a long, long journey and I thank you for asking about it. Not too many folks are interested in that end of it. So again, Thank you.

Doc Sutter


 

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