Date:   10/12/2007 3:45:50 PM ( 17 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1019555

i miss you guys...hope your all doing well. thanks blackngold for your last response i appreciate it a lot

i was doing good for a couple days then went back to a huge binge and purge night. i even wish i was back to restricting calories and purging but i can't even do that...it's a million calories and purge or nothing. ugh . before i had some type of control and i've even lost that. i know i have these problems why can't i control them. god no matter what i do i have this thing in my head telling me i need to starve or if i'm stressed i run to a million calories and throw it up as a punishment, but it just feels so good to be able to get it out and i guess prove to myself i can do it. sorry guys to rample sometimes it's just easy to read thoughts that are written down.


 

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