Re: sorry..just venting.........................

yeah..wow..almost forgot i wrote that last night..youre right though..i now its gonna be alright..i know that i dont want these chicks..i dont want any of that..none of it..i just get caught up in my emotions fighting with my intellect..as much as i want my intellect to overpower my instincts, are those instincts not what make us human..as far as living in the now..i feel that...i sometimes think that knowing where i came from and not knowing where im going consumes more of my mind then where i am right now..i dont know..i need to chill out..give myself a break...stop feeling so darn sorry for myself about things i have no control over...i truly remember why i stopped drinking..alcohol is seriously poison..