Re: Something painful/confession/regret/a response

I would like to amend a sentence. It should have read - But it is a hallow exerpience when you don't have somebody to share it with. Like a child.

You know, I have to be fair with my Mom. She has been so kind and generous to me over the years. What ever our karma is it is being balanced by this. I would not be cruel to her. I have to consider her an emotional victim too. It is the only solution. I have always known her as she is. She has not changed in her way with dealing with me since I have known her.

I did not get the parenting I needed. So there.

I just don't know how to get over the death of it. The death of taking life. Do you have an answer? To accept it would be to accept that God condones the taking of life. I just don't see it.

There is so much healing that needs to go on. Especially of the feminine energy.

And I do thank you for being good parents to children. More of you are needed. You are a role model to us delinquents. Always grow on being better parents and the herd will follow. There is healing in that.

Thanks.

gm

I think you might have asked a hidden question and I agree with you I am a young soul in that I didn't grow very much. I have an eight grade education or the equivalent. And in other areas I am much younger. Expressing myself is flustrating. I do believe I deserve pats on the back. I have come far in my own little way.