As painful as this is you now have the chance to correct this miasm or family dis balance that has been passed down. You are recognizing it for what it truely is. The time to forgive youreslef is now and then move on knowing that you would make a different decision based on your profound insight and that you would council others differently also. I believe you have healed a pattern. Thank you for making a difference by tuning in.
I am also available to discuss this if you like. Just say the word.