Tracey, Alikat and Big J..

May the Lord richly bless you for your words of encouragement. I have realized that it's not too late. I just hate so much that I allowed myself to go thru that waste and numbing pain of lonliness. I just wished that I was never born sometimes. Rumor has it that my mother considered aborting me and I kind of wished that she had at times because I just get so tired of things but now that I'm here, I have to make the most of it. I can see why people commit suicide because they can't find a way out. I think I can find that way, it will take time. Thanks again.