Re: Rgret

How very touching that you have come to realize were your past mistakes have led you. >>BUT<<, it is never, ever, too late. No!! There are just as many people out there in a similiar condition that would love for someone to reach out to them.
Fragility can be overcome and distancing replaced for company in spite of yourself.
Fill up your hours of solitude with materials that will feed the love in you, and then let it flow out from you.
I agree with Tracey, I wish you would reveal your name to us. You know, opening yourself up to people, even in an internet forum is a good starting excercise.
Many blessings to you!
Alikat