Not sure what your history is, or how long you have been on this path. The fact that you have fouud this forum, and are hopefully following the suggestions and informatioin gleaned here, would see you on the path to recovery.
Getting your system cleaned out with a series of fasts, cleaning out parasites, and cleaning the organs with the various cleanes suggested here will see profound results!
As your body unloads its toxic load, and assuming you are not putting it back in, so too will the brain and mind unload its "toxic burden". After all you have been putting it in for x amount of years too.
As you cleanse this stuff (mental garbage), yu will find it stings for the second time. (Once on the way in, and once on the way out)
The greatest help I found in the realm of the mind and what works, was with a book called "Feelings Baried Alive Never Die" Karol Truman. Using this book in conjunction with your fasting, will set you massively on the road to discovering and exploring a sense of inner well being.
Wishing you success. Its all in your hands. What you do with it, is your choice.