I doubt you could do a better job that I can at analyzing the errors that people make in the interpretation of Biblical teachings - unless this is part of your job or your focus of studies.
I have not shown any disrespect for any traditional teachings of the church. Criticizing, pointing our mistakes, errors in judgment, extremism and fanaticism is not disrespect. It your insecurities about your worth as a human being that makes you think any criticism about your beliefs is a sign of disrespect. If you held yourself to greater worth, you would not feel this way. Once you stop feeling worthless, this feeling will disappear. I cannot help you with this, it is up to you to help yourself.
It highly arrogant of you to think you know what the lord will or will not do. This is another example of the tremendous hubris you fanatics bring to any discussion. I will stay here because you have much to gain from help. It would be a disservice to you and to others extremist (and those who suffer because of your extremism) if I left this forum