Re: The power of things unseen...

Megan,
I felt a strong desire to go to a winter soletice (sp?) celebration at a church in a place I'm scared of driving to (downtown, not in a good part). But I got the information too late. There was no way I could make the trip in time. I'd tried to meet some friends, but let them go, so they wouldn't miss it. My husband (soon to be ex) inadvertantly prodded me to give up and stay home since I was so "exhausted" and needed rest--and that did it. I'm STUBBORN. I took off.

I called one friend, who tried to give me directions, and asked if I realized how late it was. Then I called another friend. Long story short, that friend "talked" me there(I was in tears at being lost downtown) I couldn't read the signs(when I stress I lose my vision, not to mention nightblindness.

Megan, it is IMPORSSIBLE. But I made it. The friends I had hoped to meet, afterwards, asked HOW I could have POSSIBLY made it. But Megan, I needed to BE there. It was the first peace I had felt all day. It felt so good to be there. So right. So wonderful.

The way home was a different story. It took well over an hour, and I was tired. But the universe made it's point. I hope I will be reminded, by my friends here.

On a side note, afterwards, I couldn't get my key to unlock the door. A friend gently chided me, saying, "quit saying the key won't work". Then he unlocked my door with little problem, saying, it was just a little stuck."

That's me Megan, just a little stuck, in a world of possibilites. Oh, if we can only learn that we can create a magical world. If I didn't believe that, I couldn't get through the pain and heartache that I go through each day to get free so I can follow my path. It is the chaos before creation, and it will get easier and easier as I learn more and more, and BELIEVE.

Thanks for sharing Megan. Then morning came, and I forgot. Ah, so much to learn. To remember. To become.

take care,
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