Thank you Joy. Pray I can get passed this one. I am hurting pretty bad right now. She was the last of my old animals left. Its like a chapter of your life being closed and the fact she wanted to live makes the pain that much more. Its like she didn't want to let go and neither did I. We were both in the same boat but neither one of us had a choice. I can't hardly stand to be in my room because she was with me day and night. I been crying non stop. I have had pets go before but it never hurt like this. So just pray that my heart will heal somehow.Sometimes I think we need them more than they need us or at least the same amount. I knew we had alot of love between us but I never knew just how deep that bond was until now. I am still wanting to call out her name for crying out loud. I even called my cat Asia Angel 3 times tonight. Just pray and thanks for your gifts.