i think many people have experienced the sudden realization that our teachings conflict with what we are seeing in the world. we have to deal with that even while we're trying to find solutions for the many disturbing problems that are coming into our awareness. we can solve these things but we must not depend on some "other" to explain them. we are having to learn the new paradigm even while we are living in it but it's ours to do.
the sleeping problem you mentioned is one in a long list of recurring symptoms that i and others are having at particular times. thanks for letting me know. i too had a better night following.