Re: what to do

Wow! Tough call girlfriend! I guess from now on you'll have to up your conviction a notch by making that no sex with anyone other than your husband, not just no babies with anyone other than your husband. Ovbiously the first isn't bullet proof.
But what's done is done and the fear and anxiety you are now feeling is enough. The majority of people here will not tell you to go ahead and have an abortion, but if you go to a pro-choice clinic, then you will meet with their approval.
The thing to do now is think really hard not about you, but about the life you are carrying within you, your child. Do you really want to kill him/her just because you can't see ahead right now? Once that's done, there's no turning back. On the other hand, if you birth your baby, there will always be a way to survive, even if you can't see it now. I'm sure there's no way you won't love your child, because you sound like a loving mom, just a stressed and frightened one.
Don't think I'm judging you - no way, please, don't think that at all. Just trying to help you see from a different perspective, a perspective that others may not share.
I wish I had better answers for you, but all I can say is have faith. When Ev and others come by, they will have way better answers for you than I, but you do have my sympathy and love. I pray you will consider honey, and that you will have all your needs met and full peace of mind with yourself and with God. :-) Tweet