lost and lonely

so i found out 4 weeks ago that I was expecting, we decided to not go through with it, a decesion that I still wave back and forth on. I began tinctures of pennyroyal, and black/blue cohosh, large doses of vitamin C, ginger, and parsley inside my vagina. it has been three weeks since I began with no luck- the pregnancy is advancing- with morning sickness, tender brests, emonital rollercoaster, all the symptoms...I'm afraid I've caused major birth defects, and the only route to take now would be an abortion....any advice? suggestions? I need support and people to talk with- I really have no where and no one to turn too... Tweet