Re: I've had 5 Abortions

sometimes life has a way of getting out of control...

your creator in no way wishes to punish you. your creator only wishes to teach you lessons. he loves you and forever will - it doesn't matter if you go out and have 5 more abortions. he will always love you.

you obviously wish that you'd made different choices. do so in the future. the past is the past, but the future is yours. never forget your past, but don't let it ruin your future. you must be 25 or 26 years old. you're so young. there is so much left out there for you.

take control of your life now. do your best. it may not happen right away, but never stop trying. your boyfriend obviously loves you - to me, it sounds like he loves you a lot more than you love yourself.

i'm sorry for you that you've gone through so much. (((HUG)))

Good luck... never forget that you are loved, no matter what your past actions were, they definitely weren't actions that would make you unlovable. as i posted above... there is no one on this earth fit to judge you - not even yourself.

by the way - in russia abortions are considered birth control by many woman. i'm not saying that to downplay abortion, but it's just something to think about.

and i don't beleive that you "kill" souls... sure there would have been a soul in that baby, but that baby will have another chance to be here, and even be yours. after all, your creator is all knowing... and he knew that this would happen in your life long before it ever did.

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