God Bless You for your understanding, compassion and kind words for me. Your post was an encouragement for me to keep trying & to do my best in life, especially as a mother. Some days are so hard, I can hardly force myself out of the bed the depression is so profound. I know I have to carry on, and when such a wonderful person expresses such kindness towards me, even after I committed such a horrific act. I know it is God's way of telling me I am not worthless. Thank You so much. You have touched my life in a special way I will never forget.