Re: I truly despise my mother. I really do.

wake up, you're 22, you could have a family of your own already, instead of hiding in yr room 24/7 and being jealous of a teen. I was already pregnant at yr age!

things need good and strong will to be done, wishing wells just do not exist and time goes by...
whatever you can blame on yr mother just does not matter at all, its far too easy and too useless thing to do. You talk about losing weight/learnin to drive/findin job and friends... if you do not change yr attitude first, you will not get anything that you want .

Start by praying God to show you yr path to get out of this unhappy situation , understand that you're responsible for your own present life (since you're an adult now), and work on it. If you act faithful and true, and drain all that bitterness down the sink, God will help you get thru everything. Just ask him to listen to yr prayers and he will do, He will give you signs of his presence and guidance. You need good inner work and He is the only one who can help there! When you will be ready for that, you will meet true love and friends. He will put the right persons on yr path! Just ask Him and do not be childish, He wants to help you but needs you to be strong and not doing childish complaints.
Do not focus on things of the past, yr life can change forever by now if you really wish to.
lots of love

G.
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