to Tracey

Hi Tracey,

Well I was thinking about writing to you how flower´s essence are working for me...But I don´t know.
It´s been a strange time. Sometimes I have a moments, when I feel great and not worried about anything.
I´m filed by happiness.
But somehow more often I feel stuck. I have N all the time in my head,it´s like I can´t stop thinking about him.
He become very important to me, and I´m not sure how he feel about me...Almost sure he dosen´t feel the same as me.
I wish I could see him more often, to get to know him more, but I feel blocked to tell him this. Because I´m
worried he might get ,,scared´´ of it. You know guys do that :)
Most of them are afraid of any compromise, like he might think I expect from him some declaration and we know each other not so long etc.
Well I´m so sad because of it. It´s taking my energy from me. I can´t focus on doing my things, I can spend a whole day with book in my bed or just being in house and thinking about all of it. I hope I can get over it soon, but I don´t know how. Maybe some cosmic energy will help me.
Is it always so difficult...
Lots of love,
Cielo
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