You said what all of us are going through. It seems everyone here use to be normal and then got f**ked over. Oh f**king well for us. A positive attitude isn't going to help us unless it motivates us but if we're already here we're already motivated. It doesn't help that if you live in American the US f**king spends more on hair loss medications and f**king erection pills than on diseases like this. The fact that 3 of my doctors doesn't know what this is really depressing. Think of it, they see everything and they are professionally trained. What shot do we have at finding a cure when we're the amateurs? A passion for finding hope? Could be. But more than likely the docs know more than us and if the docs don't know than we sure as hell don't know either. This board has been up for like a year and nothing. Another year will probably pass up and nothing. And then another until the f**king world acknowledge that people like us have an internal problem, not just a lack of showering problem. I'm sure everyone here is very hygienic and has gone through at least one of those "3-5 shower a day" periods.