Re: NDE-Ultimate Expression of Love
Hi rudenski,
It just amazes me. I have read posting after posting that you put up, and I suppose I am as caught up in it as everyone else on this forum who just "happens" to be in here too.
An interesting thing I notice, and I wonder if anyone else has too or if it's just my perception. It seems to take you some time to get yourself up to putting down your memories of your NDE. In the meantime you write about your thoughts and interpretations of life, love etc. You sometimes seem very unsure of yourself and even say things about yourself that to those of us who can only know you from your writings, don't add up. But when you begin to write about your experience the transformation is truly awesome. Even your writing style, choice of words, imagery, everything takes on a whole new quality. What you write then truly becomes elevated and it is fresh and inspiring. It confirms to those of us who are your willful audience what we have always suspected, or known, or thought we knew, but we couldn't quite explain it to anyone else.
The desire of the heart is to thank you. But then thanks is given to someone who chooses to do one a good turn, and we thank the person in acknowledgement of the fact that it is a choice. But beyond thanks, I don't think you really have much choice in the matter. Well yes you do, one always does, doesn't one. But you would be dismissing your purpose, and I believe it's been your purpose all along among many other things to write these posts. Whosoever reads them and whosoever responds has also been planned out. And the fruit of it all will be immediate for some, and will come later for others, but each at the appropiate time, will bear the fruit.
Yes, whenever you are ready, we're ready to hear about the jorney back. I feel there must be a great cloud of witnesess cheering you on!
alikat