Hello Captive. I'm glad you were relieved of your anger with God. I too made peace with Him yesterday and rededicated my life back to him, apologizing for being so full of doubt. I appreciate your prayers and I will continue praying for all of us here on the forum. I know He will show up soon if we keep the faith and faint not.
I got some terrible news that my ex-brother-in-law's nephew(16 years old) shot himself to death and it made me even more grateful to have life. The Depression of losing a few family members to death took it's toll, so he decided to leave. This family has been facing alot of unexpected tragedies in the past 2 years and here I am with just Body Odor to worry about. I will try not to complain from now on but I know I'm going to need the lord to keep me strong.
By the way, I didn't stink today or yesterday. Instead of washing and rinsing in a tub of water, I soaked in the water for 30 minutes, stood up and washed twice with soap and showered off for 5 minutes in warm water. I followed the advice of someone on this forum who said never to rinse in bath water and rinse for at least 5 minutes to remove all dirt and film. Only time will tell though.