It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be! It felt good to go back and I enjoyed the message,I don't even feel angry with God anymore. I said a little prayer for the both of us too.
two of the songs the cuior sang today really hit home with me,I even started to tear up, and this is strange because the songs, if anything usually anoied me(we don't have the best voices in our chuior, and the fact that we don't use any type of back ground track doesn't help either, nor do we use insterments.) the songs were
"My Grace is sufficient for thee". This song made me feel that with Gods grace,even if I don't get over this condition,I'll be able to surffice in the life.His grace is enough,even if it's all that I'll ever have in this world and even if, which is very said to think about; he's going to be the only one who will Love me in this world and not reject me.
The other song was "God will Make this trail a blessing" I hope so, Cuz I'm going through on heck of a trail!!!!