God at this point just doesn't seem to be all the bible hypes Him up to be at least not in these times. Maybe back in the Old Testament or New Testament. Maybe if I were jewish He would have more favor over me. I'm sorry for being so raw and also sorry if I am offending anyone else. Afterall, the promise is to the jews. He din't say anything about any other race of people so I may be wasting my time try to please Him anyway.!
I'm going to end this topic becuase I'm digging a deeper pit than I'm already in.