I suppose so Captive. Is God really not a respector of persons 'cause I can't tell. I am really bothered that I can't get this prayer thru! Doesn't He realize the anger and borderline personality that I've developed because of this mess. If He knows everything then surely He knows why I'm not the happy person I used to be. At this time I feel as if the devil responds to me more than God and I don't even talk with that verment. I'm beginning to feel that getting saved was a waste of time and I should have partied hard at the age of 15 instead of giving my life to Christ. I will probably regret that later but it's what I'm feeling now. This is the one prayer that I've been praying and it's like "I don't care".
Some people were put in this life to suffer and that's all, nothing else!