OK, ok...I'm not going to beat you up for banging some streetwalkers so don't get riled up with self-pity and shame. You had a rough time with the odor and the hookers cured your ills...so be it. Not my choice of solving a problem, but IT GOT YOU THROUGH! Can we all in this Curezone forum accept that EVERY GUY AND GAL ON EARTH HAS SKELETONS IN HIS CLOSET OF ONE KIND OR ANOTHER???!!! This is yours. Accept it and move on towards a decent, healthy relationship with a sweet gal. Come to grips with the fact that this is your skeleton, mine was that I dated my future wife while another girl had my engagement ring on her finger, the next guy's post after mine is that he dated a chick with a mustache, and yet the next is that he dated fat girls...WHATEVER IT IS, you survived! Let it be. Clear your guilt, ask the LOrd's forgiveness, it will be forgiven...and never speak of it again. Agreed? You're a new man now and new men date new women. Take that new "Mtnn Deww" self confidence and start talking with any and all honies out there. Gain some momentum and you'll never have to lower yourself again. Go get 'em, Tiger!!!