Anthony, more personal insight

Since this morning I've gotten some more insight into my particular situation - worried about the ego aspect of myself.

I got some really good insight. I have been rejecting this part of myself. Actually, I don't know how much rejecting, maybe rather just not addressing it directly. But I am aware of its presence enough that it is time to address it directly, face to face, so to speak, and converse consciously.

Apparently it feels the need to judge and criticize for a reason, it is not happy, my goal is to converse with it and find out why. Comfort it. We'll see what happens.

Basically I am going to address this aspect directly. I've done this with other parts of myself and it is quite effective. I just haven't done it with this part of myself.

It appears this part of myself holds much meaning attached with my actions and hence makes judgement on myself according to what actions I perform. It's also about expectations I have for self-change. I have the all-or-nothing complex, what a hoot! All about balance and acceptance.

That whole judgement issue. One of the biggest to tranform, and with respect, it is deeply embedded within us.

I have gotten alot of insight and progression with this from our (well, mine, at this point) conversation about this topic. Thanks so much for bringing it up. I await your comments.

Lori



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