I have a neighbor who gets angry at my healing progress and often puts me down for healing. He has fibromyalgia, I do too, but the things that I am doing are healing me. He refuses to look at life in a positive manner and focuses on the negative. He takes products for a few weeks inconsistantly and wonders why he does not receive results. He tried the rebuilder, but took his feet out because it felt funny. It is difficult but I have had to set boundries with this neighbor because he is so negative and that would drain my enegry and make me feel depressed.
You can heal. I am. I do believe in prayer and have my name on prayer lists, I do reki once a week when I can.
A couple of years ago, I thought I was going to have to drop out of college because I was so weak. I took a healing touch class and was worked on for two days and I worked on other students for two days. It made a major difference. Explore your options and never, ever give up.