Day -3

At day 2 yesterday evening I quit. I went from nothing to meat pure. grgrgrg. Today I feel wrotten. At the moment I have a hard time doing in betweens, it is all or nothing, and at the moment more "nothing". I want to start on Saturday again. read many of your posts but cannot take it in for myself at the moment. Still in my addictions, *seigh But I am open and honest with myself and not putting me down so much
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