Whatever progress you made, Ollie, is yours to keep! You have access to those feelings of Being any time. It's wonderful that you got to experience that - it's yours forever now. Keep moving upwards towards the Light!
Are you still following your Wavespell? It's quite normal to get bogged down it in the middle....but then to pick it back up around Day8 (Do you live what you believe?). I'm not sure where you are in it - but you should take a look...