Rudy...that is very interesting that your meditation turned up the water/dryness axis. Hmmmmm.... I'm going to pick out the parts that relate to water and or dryness:
Bathe in the waters of remembrance.
To the Maya, Red Moon is represented by the raindrop or rainwater. "Drink fromm my clear waters," says Red Moon. "Be cleansed by my rain. Receive divine guidance, cosmic raindrop from the Creator's eye. Godseed of awakened awareness, acknowledge yourself. May your eye be single. Bathe in my waters of remembrance."
Floating down the river of forgetfullness...
Could the Obstacle be that we and you are simply Forgetting what we're here for? It's all in the remembering...