Re: ~ The Grey Zone ~ Birth of the Spirit-Body 08-15-03

Hey All,

It is hard to figure out how to respond to this message when I have been at a *complete* loss for words every time I try. So forgive me, I'm just going to forge ahead.

Reading this post made my heart leap out of my chest and do about 5,000 cartwheels. I had thought it was just ME who had noticed something different the past few days. It was four days ago now that I went from being disgusted with the world and ready to move back to Vancouver island and raise organic veggies and Tibetan whistle children, to having one moment where a spark of hope suddenly sizzled so brightly, it quietly changed everything.

Like the message said, I wanted to go home. I'm tired here, this incarnation is a lot of work. Don't get me wrong, I'm not suicidal in the least. I was just homesick. But now I am ready to stay and play that game. And after it's all done, I'll relax up in heaven with a fruit smoothie and reminisce until they get sick of my stories or something. OK, I can deal with that.

But I can't believe this is something I can feel happening all around! The paralyzing dreams which I have had too (the ones where I really know I've astrally travelled), that feeling of something in the air, increased psychic abilities, more and better communication with my guides, increased guide activity...

I wasn't going to post anything, but I had to because I felt like I got the greatest gift ever from you all - Tracey, Lapis, etc. For so long I felt like other generations let me down and I was beginning to think I was mostly alone in my generation to be a part of any lasting cosmic change. Suddenly, I look around, and I see *all you guys*, light shining so brightly, and I know you are my kindred spirits as I am one of yours. You GET it. I am so relieved.

So, hey, I feel this message to the very core of my bones. And it's nice to know I'm not the only one. There really is hope, no matter what happens. It is SO good not to be alone. Thank you all, just for being. I'll be doing some major work on my energy matrix with my guides and also a shaman who lives near me so I will try to keep you all posted if you're interested as to how that work goes!

I am sending out positive energy like you couldn't imagine to all of you. Beams of light from California to all of you....

Blessings,

Ali Tweet