Sounds like you are experiencing an epiphany. Enjoy it! and let this wave of healing energy propel you forward. Remember age is also a belief system. We "expect" certain things will happen at certain ages so they do. We "buy into" certain arrangements. When a person gets clearer and clearer and they no longer block the pure potential universal energy and its field of all possibilities with belif systems and limiting thought forms, your birthright is realized. Get clear and DREAM BIG!!!!